The anxiety I had about going away was completely unfounded. Much as when I was in New York, I had no anxiety the whole time I was there--only this time "there" was a tiny one horse town.
It's easy for me to figure out. I am very good at what I do. When I am on set, I feel very competent. Of course, I also work very hard, and am too busy to fret the way I do in my non-filmic life. The key must be to get to the point when I am 100% freelance. Let's hope that this is the year!